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So, I've got a tad of a stump in my step I'd say…

And I don't Ffanccy iit. A'tall.

BTW(This will be Daniel tosh'ed hosted Loveline themed tonight) Yea Photography has gotten quite hard for me again, it's usually not like this, I know everyone gets into their slumps but I can't pull anything out! I was just in one of the most beautiful places I've been in in a long time and I couldn't even get a decent picture to show for it. Mt. Bachelor, OR. But I do have a nice butt bruise to show :}

2010 Just isn't treating me well, in the artistic area that is ;} I need to start taking photography seriously again, I easily fall out of things and then it takes awhile to get back in them, I have this awesome new camera I spent 2 years and tons of money on getting and I have only gone on one photoshoot with it. I'm becoming a little path..

Positive Paul. Positive Paul. Positive Paul. I got this.

I'm wishing myself luck for the future and I might as well set my new years resolutions here to make it as official as I can without announcing it to the world of face book.
1)Force yourself back into the life of an artist - wow just writing this has gotten me really excited for it, that's a good sign, now lets keep to it!
2)Go back to High School and get your High School diploma - I graduated in 2010 and .. Well I feel I might need this one day and everyone else has theirs at this point in time I'm getting pretty jealous..

Life is exciting?

Its norm for people to rant freely about their lives right? haha, well for some odd reason I'm actually starting to worry about school(not normal for me, I don't get good grades and I don't care, I'm content with average) But the fact that this week we have a Pride and Prejudice essay to do, a book that I have not read a word of, Math has not made sense to me since second semester started plus just received a test back from that class and did the worst in the class, I have a teacher who cant teach for history so, as most of the class, we fail, and lastly my accounting class is just one tricky bastard and I'm not gettin' it.

But at least I'm graduating soon! and I'll be in college! and life will be better! except I'm going to a local university to study at which is okay I guess, at least its not high school, and they'll be new faces, and new teachers, and more pressure, more pressure is good. Its a change.

Now photography, I'm getting better with editing in photoshop! I feel like such a hero! I'm  going back and reuploading all my old photos because I'm slowly re doing them, its so much fun, I feel like I have some real potential here, I can really run my own business one day! Wish me luck, and I hope everyone's dreams cum truee!

DigggIng liike There'S'a H0le

The life of a struggling artist is a sad one, specially on the internet haha, all successful people on DA should have some experience of that unless you just eff'ing rocked from the beginning, then you might not, but for those who do, i congradulate, not only for  the class of 2009 but for those awesome artist's that kept going til they got somewhere, That kept digging even if they knew they weren't making a hole, because when you keep going it could be the best thing to do.

Its hard though, you fall out of your art for awhile, or maybe you just trip in that hole your trying to dig; which sucks when that happens. But sometimes, you have a really awesome person walks past you and says something really nice about what you've done, or just a useful critique, so those times make all the hard days in the sun sweating worth that hole.

My hole isn't growing. I'm still digging in hope of a more realization about my photos, but like i said, its hard. Just keep going though, thats all i want to do, if i keep going only good can cum out of it for me. Because summer is cumming out, the sun brings sunflowers :}

So i hope someone watches me someday when i dig. Cuz i dig people like that haha!
congrats class of 2009! not my class but they done good.

F r o m B o t t o m T o T o p

I'm not popular on deviant art at all, but a goal is to become popular on DA. I've seen that a lot teens who are good at photography or draw awesomely or just do amazing things and I want to be among those people that are pretty good at something and show it off and get critiqued and prased and overall, I would be proud of m self, I love being proud of myself and this is apart of my dream, its like training while having fun.

RunnnnWayyy  m0deeeeL

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Inspiration is my homie'G

My wall spreads good words. Quotes are meaningful if their meaningful. I get enlightments as often as they cum to me. But I love those very much, they teach me life leasons about myself and how to make life worth living and how to make my surrounds a better place to live. why am I saying this? Because it leads me to my future like MODELING and PHOTOGRAPHY hopefully, if people decided im good enough then I can talk, but until I get somewhere I'm stuck being psched about the next photo project in photography! yeah!

..::From up here I can see everything::..
..::From up here I can see everything::..
..::From up here I can see everything::..
..::From up here I can see everything::..